BURNINGBIRD
a node at the edge  


August 24, 2002
LifeNuff nuff

I want to play. Really play, without deadlines hanging over my head. Without holding up long suffering editors. Free. Clear. Really play.

For instance, lots of talk about Jaguar and I want to install this on my PowerBook. And I want to wipe my Dell laptop clean and re-install Red Hat sans the dual boot with Windows 2000. I want to finally make the move to non-Windows (though I'll most likely install Virtual PC and Windows 2k on the Mac).

And I want to finish up ThreadNeedle and the new Here's My List application. Why? Because I want you to play, and me to be finished. Boy, you don't know how much I want to be finished. The code doesn't flow from my fingers; it drips out, line by line.

I want to read the books you've recommended to me, and I also want to read or re-read every book (well, almost every book) on the ALA banned book list, and contribute my part to the Banned Books Project. After all, considering my upbringing, I have a moral obligation to get involved.

And I want to write about my hometown. There's stories in that little town, more than you can see in the New York Times article, though this might give you an glimmer of what one can expect.

I want to write about the bride buried on her wedding day and the gold mine abandoned so quickly, rusted tools are still stuck in the wall. And I want to tell you the tale of the crazy old man who killed my Dad's partner with a shotgun when they went to the shooter's cabin. Or about the fences with signs saying "Trespassers will be shot", posted by people who mean every word.

I want to describe nights filled with the cry of cougars, and the scream of prey. And to tell you about the ghost cat who lived on an island in the lake.

To share with you moments such as walking through fruit trees with my gentle Welsh grandfather, him picking a peach from a tree and cutting slices with his pocket knife to give to me. Biting into sun warmed fruit, juices flowing down my chin as I meet the smile in his eyes.

Perhaps I'll write it as an online book, as others have considered or started. Doesn't this sound like fun?

Okay. Shelley's reached a book burnout moment. Yup, all the symptoms are there.

I'll be good tomorrow, but for tonight, I'm going to bed early and cozy up with the Sportswriter. Oh, and a book, too. To read.


Posted by Bb at August 24, 2002 08:43 PM




Comments

Bb, have you finished W.G. Sebald's The Rings of Saturn? If you haven't, why are you reading The Sportswriter? If you have, when can we expect the review? (And don't say: "When you publish a cat picture, JD." There's a cat picture going up tonight.)

Posted by: Jonathon Delacour on August 25, 2002 01:22 AM

When I was a very small lad, I lived in Fairfield, a tiny town south of Spokane, and my grandfather had a cabin on Priest Lake, neither of which is far from your Kettle Falls. So I will wait patiently for your stories.

Posted by: Michael Webb on August 25, 2002 05:07 AM

Jonathon, soon. Soon.

Michael, I think you and I are close to the same age so we almost have a shared history. You sure as heck know what I mean by "John Birch Country".

I'm extending the range of the stories to Republic (where my Dad was stationed in the State Patrol), to Idaho, and south to Spokane (want to cover the church tent meetings and summer Bible camp -- can't leave these out). Doesn't quite meet your neighborhoods, but comes close.

Posted by: Shelley aka Bb on August 25, 2002 06:17 AM

Shelley, the stories sound, at the risk of sounding like the dork I am, really neat! :) Here's a really silly observation: when at farms (my fiancee's Mom has one in rural Missouri), it has always intrigued me how things are never thrown away, but instead left to rust in fields and in decaying wood buildings with corrugated tin roofs. For some reason, that's always struck me as strange. Your rusty tools comment brought that out for some reason. Back to under the rock. :)

Posted by: Leesa on August 25, 2002 12:31 PM

Yep, and birch john country :) By the time I was a long haired teenager, my grandfather and I represented the poles of political opinion.

Posted by: Michael Webb on August 25, 2002 11:55 PM

Leesa, not dork at all. I hope they're interesting. If nothing else, it will be satisfying to me to write them. BTW, I would love locations of farms you discuss for future photo ops.

Michael, I am going to be extremely curious as to what you have to say about what I write. I wonder what the difference a few miles can make? Or would it be the difference two minds can make?

Posted by: Shelley aka Bb on August 26, 2002 05:43 AM

My future Mother-in-Law's farm is in New Haven, Missouri. Very beautiful. It's down near Washington, about a 45 minute to an hour drive. It's always struck me how oddly beautiful that stuff is, that there's beauty in decay. It's sad and gorgous at the same time. :)

Posted by: Leesa on August 26, 2002 08:54 AM


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